| Starting Over |
[12 Mar 2007|11:48pm] |
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Well ive noticed that there are a couple things in my life that are changing for the good such as.....
-The name change with EC
-New church location (still calvery, we're just moving)
-the new addition to my family
and a couple other small but just as important things.........so why not change my LJ name.....![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) startingover615 is the new name to my LJ useage. I noticed that my current LJ is full of memories that some are dead and some that arent dead are changing. With the new starts in my own walk in my faith and my own walk in my life...i want to reflect that with my LJ. I know its stupid but it has a bigger meaning to me. Peace_and_Faith was named because a very special man that is still in my life told me that when i was going through a hard time to look through my Bible and find all the verses i could on Peace because i wasnt full of very much peace in my life. and now that i am filled to the brim of Peace and Hope and Joy that i can show that by showing everyone who reads my journal that im am FOR REAL starting over. Alot of people know my more recent of actions and that im currently and have paid the price for them . And now that i am planning on pathing a straight way for the incoming joy in my life, i want this path to be as clean and straight as can be along with my example for this incoming joy. I know to alot of you im not making any sense on this journal entry and im about ready to just come out and explain myself but there are some people that dont know information that this journal has strung in it and i want to be the person to tell them in person, not through a internet journal. So ill try to sum this up the best i can. You know what, forget it, they are going to hear it anyway, either from me, my lj, or the gossips that refuse to leave this topic alone. This is my last entry on this journal so it might as well be a good one. im going to answer alot of questions some of you probably have and maybe suprise some of you
-I have decided to change
-My boyfriend and I are no longer having sex
-i currently am 4 months pregnant and yes, am still 16 years old
-i am attending a church were they have NOT sent me away, they still accept me
-I know that i messed up so you dont need to tell me, talk among yourselves, i know you already have
-i still am in what used to be Eternal Cry and is now Untamed Ministries
-no, sorry, they DONT hate me
-yes shawn is 20
-im not going to go all religious and condem all of my friends that are having sex and read this journal to hell on Monday
-because of my mistake, i WILL slap any of my friends if i find out your not useing protection, but you all knew that ne way :-D but keep in mind i LOVE you!!
And last but deffinately not least
- PLEASE DO NOT tell me im showing.....i know....i see it every day......saying that is a nice way of telling me im getting fat.....
Okay, now that you all know that....
Check out my new LJ!!!!!!!!! its startingover615 add me and ill add you and i might have already added you and such but leave comments reminding me to add you if i havent already!!
I love you!!!!!!!!!!
nikki
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| OMG!! I know!! Wholy Crap!!!!!! |
[10 Mar 2007|02:49pm] |
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OMG i know im updating!! its been FOREVER!!!! its sooo nice to be able to look at my MySpace and Facebook and stuff like that since its like a sin to look at it at school!. Yea i just got the internet back but its dial up so i wont be on it all the time like i used to. Its taking forever just to DL Aim so i can look at the Youths SN so i can hopefully win something once in a grand while!
So new stuff thats going on.......well as most of you know im going through a major change....lets just say im GWC hehehhehe most of you wont get that and so ill explain in person. Its a okay change now i guess....not really as upset as i used to be and kinda excited.
I'm home today...i got my first ever cavitIES (PLURAL)filled today...i only had 2 but i havent been to the dentist in about 3 years cuz dad never had dental insurance and im not on moms and so they had to clean my teeth which what i thought would involve just polishing and flossing and stuff like that. But NO FREAKIN WAY!! they took metal things and scrapped around my gums and under my gums and stuff for like 20-30 mins...my entire mouth was full of blood....ever freakin 5 seconds she had to take the sucky thing and suck out all the blood and spit from my mouth....and when she was done said goes "your mouth MIGHT be a LITTLE sore for a while after he gets done drilling.....well my entire mouth is THROBING and its now 1:04 and i LEFT the dentist at 1030.......my lip is stil a little numb but not nearly as bad as it was. i would rather have every tooth in my mouth get drilled than have that dang lady scrape my teeth again.....it SUCKED!
Grades suck and so does school........i HATE Algebra 2-2.....there is NO WAY im gona pass this class.....which sucks cuz im only gona be at south next year for 2 and 3 trimester.
Everything else is doing pretty good. Shawns fine, our nine months is the 15th, i like it cuz we arent like alot of couples i know. some couples but one inparticular fight all the time, the fights generally involve cussing and pushing from both sides, i think id slap shawn if he ever cussed at me. we dont fight like that, and he would prolly do the same thing, well he wouldnt slap but i think he would wanna.....church stuff is going just as it normally does which for the most part is alright. Youth Group is awesome. We are getting a good number and such
not really all that much to say.....
ive been downloading AIM for about a couple mins now and its only on like 29%....its gona take a while. ....Sucky.....
well im done updateing....i have a doctors app. the 14th so pray for me...i have to get a "examination" and im really really really dang nervous. but i might also get to find out something really exciting. i have a 50% chance of getting what i want hehehe im pretty sure im gona get it! woo hoo!! ok well im done
ttyl
much love
nikki
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| get off my back losers!! |
[04 Feb 2007|09:12am] |
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I was "yelled" at for not updating my journal in soo long and so ill explain why and then do a normal update::
I DONT HAVE THE FREAKING INTERNET OR PHONE AT MY HOUSE AND WE CANT UPDATE LJS IN THE LIBRARY AT SCHOOL!
now that is out of the way....
every thing has been pretty normal with a couple of big things...the cat is going to be offically out of the bag sometime here soon and only a select few have ne idea what im talking about. but other than that im getting pretty good grades in my classes with the execption of Algebra 2 and French...im pretty sure that with the rest of my classes im getting A's which is awesome.
umm......i love my mom!! just let that be known and written down in history cuz it hasnt been said for a long time. And i love my dad too!! and God..I LOVE God..I LOVE my sisters too....espessially meagan....and Ron I love Ron......I love shawn too! but yea......i love everyone.....you all offically 110% ROCK. alright well im gona go watch the Incredibles with Meagan.......
Much Love
Nikki
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| well this sucks..... |
[10 Jan 2007|03:51pm] |
Union Hospital Family Medicine East
4001 Wabash Ave Terre Haute, 47803
812-238-7711 Fax: 812-238-7700
Mr./Mrs./Ms. Elizabeth N Francis was under my care on 1/10/06 .
and will be able to return to work/school on 1/10/06.
Remarks: R achilles strain-no running, jumping or R ankle motions until
1/16/06.
If you have any questions please call the office at (812) 238-7711
Dr. Catherine Brown MD
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[07 Jan 2007|01:26pm] |
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yay for thrice try to think outside of the box for once you guys........
Thrice-Stare at the Sun:
I sit here clutching useless lists
And keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
Show me what it means to be in this world
Yeah in this world
'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind
I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
No perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
Yeah in this world
'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind
I know that there's a point I've missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like I'm
Due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
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ANGIES PARTY IS TONITE!!!!! TO ALL OF YOU MANY WHO ARE COMING SINCE
ANGIES LITERALLY MADE 648 INVITES....REMEMBER IT STARTS AT 8. BUT ALL
THE COOL KIDS ARE GETTING THERE AT 730!
OH AND TO ALL THE SSMS KIDS WHO HEARD ABOUT IT.....DONT GO........YOU
WERENT INVITED....INVITE ONLY OR IF YOU WERE INVITED BY A VIP (ME,
ANGIE, MICHELLE, JORDAN, OR BERKELY)
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| ..when you metion blue........CAUTION CAUTION SUCKY ENTRY...DONT READ IF YOU DONT WANA HEAR ME COMPL |
[04 Jan 2007|09:42pm] |
this is gona be a really random post.......im listening to "mad" music. Prolly not a good thing but i dont care. Ya know some times you just have one of those weeks when ya wana rip something apart. well im not gona do that but i am listening to SoundEffects and Over Dramatics by the used........that kinda makes me feel better.......i fell asleep earlier so i prolly wont be sleeping for a while. My yahoo messenger wont come up and for some reason it wont let me check my email through yahoo......so yea........i cant check my email so dont send ne thing to me through there.......just comment me or IM me.....sucky...
no shawn today
no shawn tomorrow until youth
sucky
im gaining weight
stress and period does that to me but its pretty much over
play practice tomorrow........only day this week any of are having practice because mrs. reed doesnt believe in comeing into work
i cant wait until i take her job in like 8 years
scary kids scareing kids rock
underoath- boy brushed red-living in black and white is a awesome song and those of you who havent herd it DL NOW! or atleast check out the lyrics.....
"never thought we'd make it out alive........Well look whos dying now....."
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| Bored.......hi craig! |
[03 Jan 2007|10:37am] |
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im really bored........its 10:34 and im in the Library.....this sucks.....i want to be at home. Shawns picking me up from school and we are going by the un-employment office to drop off his vouture(sp) then hopefully fazolis.........im gona try to bum money from dad. I want a job. Dad doesnt have money and i need it so yea....ummmm i kinda feel bad cuz this freshman was all about likeing me and i was kinda like "i have a boyfriend" and he didnt give up. and so i was telling craig about it in the library and kinda venting to him about how i didnt like this kid but he wouldnt leave me alone...then i find out he is rite behind me......i felt like crap. like the scum on the bottom of a pond........i feel horrible..
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| a new look |
[02 Jan 2007|01:46pm] |
Hey guys i re-decorated my LJ!! go check it out its spiffy!!!!
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^^^just click here^^^
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| wholy crap!!!!! |
[02 Jan 2007|12:55pm] |
EVERYBODY GRAB YOUR ICE SKATES CUZ HELL JUST FROZE OVER!!!! ITS FREAKIN' THUNDER STORMING IN FREAKIN' JANUARY!!!!!
BUT THERES NO GLOBAL WARMING.......
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| im one of the lucky ones |
[02 Jan 2007|12:16am] |
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-uummmmm new years rock
-i didnt get a kiss at mid-nite, but i did later
-went to greencastle
-Cheap Sticker rocks my socks
-umm my phones turned off but my internet isnt
-really tired
-dont wana go to school tuesday
-break rocked
-lots of time with shawn
-got some killer christmas presents
-umm i hate my b/f ex-girlfriend
-ppl shouldnt try to get their exs to sleep with them when their ex has a AWESOME realationship and wouldnt -leave it or hurt it for ne thing
-Ron Cronkhite is my hero
-i love him
-small dogs wearing big glasses is hilarious
-driving around towns at 400 in the morning taking picture of towns with best friends is awesome
-top of the parking garage is cold at nite
-going into the park at nite is aginst the law
-fish that swim on their back and that are still alive are "fetch"
-toffe sented candels, truck dash boards, and 4 people in a place where only 2 can fit is a bad idea
-trees are not for peeing on
-everything happeneds for a reason, even the bad
-Glenn is the best name in the universe
-little emo boys named schwab should not go into wal-mart and buy a size DD silk red bra
-Glenn cant play guitar with a size DD silk red bra on his head
-little 4feet 11inch asian drummers are hilarious
"Life is given to you to live it. Get it? life-live, they kinda sound the same."
"So if you made it,
Just be glad that you did and stay there,
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones,"
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[ January ]
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? loose weight
2. Who kissed you at midnight? aaron fry
3. Does it snow where you live? yes
4. Do you like hot chocolate? yes
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop?no but i want to
[ February ]
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? no one, never had a bf for valentines day...here hopeing!
2. What did your valentine get you? nothing.....ya know...no bf and all
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? ooo yeah
[ March ]
1. Are you Irish? nope
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yup
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? umm wore green
April ]
1. Do you like the rain? do you know who your talkin to........I LOVE IT
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? yea
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? not really....but some
[ May ]
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? white rose
2. Do you like the spring? its pretty
3. Finish the phrase: huh?
4. What would you think of as a spring color? any pastel colors
[ June ]
1. What year did/do you graduate from school? 08 BABY
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? nope
[ July ]
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? sat and watched fire works with shawn
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month?no
[ August ]
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? Party/parties
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? i started going out with shawn, THAT ROCKED
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? no
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? obviously not
[ September ]
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? yeah
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? mrs wade
3. Do you like fall better than summer? no cuz it gets cold
[ October ]
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? when i was either a cat or angel
2. What's your favorite candy? snickers or resees
3. What did you dress up like this year? nothing
[ November ]
1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving? my moms or gmas
2. Do you love stuffing? oo yeah
3. What are you thankful for?my bf, my frineds, and stuff like that
[ December ]
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yes
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? no
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? a hug
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? i dont kno
5. Do you like cold weather? i love to watch it snow, but i hate cold weather
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| umm...sooo.......yea...........break sucks already |
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So,yea, umm break is starting to suck already. craigs mom is being a mean person in lack of a nicer word. She is holding probation over his head and is theating to have him sent back to juvy. I dont think erin can take that again. That was soo hard on all of them. and i feel soo bad for craig. he is soo freakin upset about this with good reason to be. ive tried talking to him, but he just shuts every postive word out. i feel really bad.
corys grounded too....not to sure what for. but he is. so christmas break is kinda being trampled on. I think erin is going outa town. Prolly NY or something like that. they usually go outa town but they didnt last year so maybe they wont this year.
umm i didnt go to my interview at sears. I looked at my competion and there was no way i was getting a job. there were people with alot more experience than me and that actually needed a job. I just want one for money purposes so i dont have to keep buggin dad for some. I recently found out that he isnt using rent money for rent.....long story and im deffinatly not gona post what it is on here. only one person knows and thats because when i found it he was with me. soo..... yea it sucks
i really dont have to to talk about... so im gona go
have a good break guys
much love
nikki
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[11 Dec 2006|01:28pm] |
lets do a math!
snow day= sleeping in= sleep all day
sleeping all day= no day time sleding
no day time sleding= sleding the next day
sleding the next day= hurry to go sleding
hurry to go sleding = forgeting warm cloths
forgeting warm clothes= coldness
coldness= sickness
sickness= coughing your lungs out the entire nite
coughing your lungs out the entire nite= no sleep
no sleep= sleeping through alarm clock
sleeping through alarm clock= wakeing up late
wakeing up late= missing church
so yea, today i missed church that sucked. and then dad woke up around 1130 and heard me coughing in my bed room and told me that i mgiht want to consider not going to practice. and for the first time i missed practice today cuz i didnt want to get everyone sick and i didnt want to go out in the cold and i feel and look like crap. its only 130 and it sucks knowing that in a half and hour they will be starting practice and i wont be there. its like the first practice ever! well not really im sure ive missed one or 2 but it seems like the first one ever.
alright im done
ttyl
byes
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| Ohhh yesterday....... |
[09 Dec 2006|01:38pm] |
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so yea yesterday kinda blowed alot. everyone knows im not one for snow. if i had the choice id live in a place where it NEVER snowed.........but i live in IN so i have to get over it. So, shawn took me out to eat to kinda cheer me up cuz it was snowing and on the way to church, which we didnt have last nite, at about 20th and POPLAR we ran into a street sign. yea, scared the poop outa me. and so i got to push the gas and steer as my hulk of a bf pushed the truck outa the ditch. with this came hurt elbows, knees and ancles. no good.
so i have a interview tomorrow at sears, im pretty sure its at 630, ill have to go check tonite. its either 530 or 630. so woo hoo! if i dont get that than i might try at tumbleweed. i guess they are still hireing according to shannon and lyndsi. so i might check there.
well just thought id inform you all of my life.
ttyl
byes
nikki
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[06 Dec 2006|02:33pm] |
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yay i have a interview at sears on saturday at 630!!!
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| so long and no update |
[12 Nov 2006|12:45pm] |
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Hey guys soooo whats up?? yea i havent updated in a while and its obviously been getting on some peoples nerves that i havent **Cough**annie**cough** so im not gona update about everything since the last time i updated but ill kinda wrap things up about the past week or soo. finals most of the week, i know i got a D in Psyc. and a D in Soc. which sucks incredibly but i can just take em again later. Youth was fun except the whole feeling sick the whole time part. Dont know what was wrong but all i know is that i slept all day friday and i had my head in the toilet the rest of the nite.
**sorry i didnt make it to the movies last nite shannon. maybe i can make it up with some micky ds!!****
soooo yea tomorrow is EC and i cant wait! it feels like forever since weve had practice. Im also really excited cuz i think i am finally starting to get my act together. Last nite shannon metioned about my spirtual life and it kinda opened my eyes. ive decided that some of the friends im around sometimes **not south ppl so dont freak** can be a lil negitive to me. i dont know. i gota pray about it. Ive been through this forest b4 and i made my way out so i can do it again!!!!!
alright well i must be going, dad is houndin me to so some house work
ttyl
much love
nikki
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| I'm singin, sing in the rain!!!!!!!!!! |
[04 Nov 2006|04:06pm] |
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OMG!! the musical was SSSSSSOOOOOOO good last nite. For all of you who didnt go you missed out big but dont worry, its still on tonite and tomorrow. Its from 7-9ish and 5 bucks a ticket but its well worth it!! i had SSSOOOO much fun!!! but yea deffinatly go!!! Also some other awesome stuff happened last nite but im not gona get into detail but all i have to say is "ERIN!!!!!! YYYYYYAAAAYYYYYYY" hehehehe ok well im out kids........i have to eat, take a shower, and then head to south!! hope to see ya guys there!!!!!!
Much love
Nikki
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| Saw2 |
[29 Oct 2006|01:50pm] |
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Went to see Saw2 last nite and it has a even bigger twist than the first one. I personally think, all around, its BETTER than the first one!!!! its not as much scarey as it is goary but so was the first one so yea! but its a MUST SEE!!!!! i went with about 15-16 people and they ALL liked it. GO SEE!
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